Bigger. Better. Newer. Faster. Latest. Perfect. More, More, More. Right Now!
I want a bigger car, a suburban (can't get much bigger than that).
I bigger, newer, better house.
Better furnature.
Faster computer.
The sin of discontentment. Yep, that is my battle. God is revealing to me the "dirt." As I look back on the past I can really see how I just want more, more, more and there is never just a place where I am content. When I was single I wanted a better car and to be married. Now that I am married I wanted a bigger house. I have been spoiled. My first house being married was a 900+ sq. ft. house. Now that I have the bigger house I want a better car. Not to mention a bigger family (children). Now that I have all of that I want a faster computer. Now that I have that I want a newer, bigger, nicer house. I want this bigger family now! I want my body to be perfect (those of you that have been pregnant understand).
A month ago I was pestering my husband about a new computer. Now I have the new computer and now I am on to that I am ready to sell my house and move on base to a newer, bigger, better home. As he kindly related to me this morning that once we get into that house (because it would be a better financial move) then I would want better, the latest, furnature. Then probably more kids and a bigger house and this would turn into a never-ending cycle. I just want to be content with where I am. But how do I get there?
I think about how fortunate I am. There is
LB in Korea that is living in a small apartment with not all of her belongings. What about
Amber who lives in a country where electricity is not a for sure. They have sacrificed their lives and are not near their families either. Not to mention the people that live on the streets and have no food. Or the children that don't know what a toy is.
I just need to get over myself!